i spend my nights playing and singing along to songs like Nelly-Ride with Me etc...one could call it lame, but i don't care.  its bittersweet..but there has been a time where i've been solo for long periods of time.  i don't want to feel bad or lonely when I see pictures of people going out. i'm a loner, but i get things done.  i have delilah..(puppy) so it's all good.  why be around people i don't like, and have to be fake around.  i rather pass, and order food, get drunk and watch movies SOLO.  sometimes its best to avoid bullshit. x