new year x

new years is approaching.  i wished I was drunk or at some bar in warmer climate; maybe hawaii or fiji or the British Virgin Islands.  a nice open bar on the beach, bringing in the new year.  i used to really like kim kardashian, but i found out, by being on the internet all day -__- that she's getting paid 600K to party in Las Vegas.  like she's not doing shit.  no dj'n, just partying with friends, making an appearance and getting all that money.  its ridick.  maybe i got jealous or envious of that heffer, but i just don't get how get paid that much for nothing.  like why are they even famous...for sucking some big black cock and her dad.  whatever dude.  i start work on wednesday and i'm dreading it.  i just hope its worth it and i dont get fired because of  low sign up rates.  its also gonna suck taking the bus and subway to the city every fucking day.  whatever right.  some of us werent born rich like kim k.  and if i sucked some big black cock i'm sure they would NOT pay my ass 600K to party for NYE in Vegas.  That's life right, wrong.  i'm off to church tonight tho, even though I don't wanna go...its a shame I'm not intoxicated.  This year has been filled with alot of downs and some ups.  maybe next year will be better.  i hope so.

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today was an interesting day.  i hate working.  i really do.  but for some strange reason, i feel like I got this blast of love showed own my throat.,and I can keep from smiling.  I should be pissed, like I don't get paid that much.  I don't have a vehicle to and from work, my boobs and butt are ginormous, i look like i should be in a hiphop video. i hate most hiphop videos!!!!  but overall i can't complain..i feel like one day I'll look back on this moment and laugh..I have this feeling like something great is about to happen.  Maybe it's my imagination or just wishful thinking.  tomorrow I got to the city all by myself.  i'm turning into a big girl slowly moving upward.  i'm gonna go shower, burn some incense, and jam.  I'm sooo tired.  When I got back home today from work 11:00pm!!, I felt really drunk or drugged.  Like someone slipped a date rape drug in my drink or something.  All I had today was avocados  mangoes, and pieces or orange chicken (soo yummy).  I then bought a coffee from McDonald's..probably someone slipped something in my coffee when I wasn't looking.  oh well, everything will work out. goodnight x

i have to figure out what the fuck imma do with my life.  i don't fit in, and its ok.  gotta get outta here.

Theophilus London

Theophilus London

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what's up. damn.  i don't even know what to say.  things lately well my life has gotten really complicated, i'm wondering if I'm living my life right now.  i have to shower and wash my hair before I go to bed tonight.  there's a lot I wanna say.  check my other blog on tumblr : maryjanelovesbowties-89.tumblr.com I'm on there more than here.  ummm. stay true to yourself and don't let anyone make you into what you're not , even if conforming means getting what you want.  only have one life to live, won't get this moment back so stay true to yourself.

laugh when you can, apologize when you should, and let go of what you can't change. 

hating light skin females

waddup tho.


I havent been o n this thing in such a long time.
Whats new?"
I went to the DMV well MD last weekend for my sisters birthday. it was sooo dope, it was on a rooftop, open bar, dudes in suits girls in dresses. i was drunk tho.  i couldnt see shit the whole night until the end of the party LOL
still a great weekend.  then on sunday we went to this outside cafe and had brunch ( had an omelette) and mimosas. :)
we then drove back to NY at like 4pm.  I want to go back tho...I hate it here in NY.  If I had my way I would have transfered out of state to another school or move out of my house.  it suxx :(
i now work at estee lauder (cosmetics) in the mall in valley stream,NY..i actually have work tomorrow 2-10:15.  I'll probably leave at like 9:45...gotta catch the bus back home LOL
but yea.  i hate it LOL life would be soo much better if I had a car.  like seriously.  Like I could drive to work blast music. leave and blast music in my whip. i hate that public transportation shit; the subway is an exception tho.


i met this guy well met last year..but weve been hanging out and bonding LMAO BUT i want something more serious..but I don't think he wants that...or doesnt want his GIRLFRIEND to find out LMAO yea i'm in trouble haha.
i'm not too worried about guys tho.  I just want to get my car..move out of my house, finish school, get a puppy, and sleep if it's too cold lol ---->lazy bitch.
sometimes i wish i just got an allowance.  I would save that shit and be good until i found a REAL job.
i also want to meet the boy or girl lol of my dreams and take vacations.
i can't stand fake females. like you dont have to like me. but stfu and stop trying to start shit with ya bitchass comments u dipshit. i dont understand it...like why utter bullshit and then get confronted and deny shit 0_0
whatever.
i'm not looking forward to tomorrow. also this whole light skin dark skin thing in NY is getting out of hand. seriously folks, lets be mature. we all ave our preferences but lets be mature about shit. dont impose your preference to lessen another human being. thats fucked up and disrespectful. o n that note. i'mm off lol.
expect more comments and more pictures coming soon..i dont know how i'm going to pay my phone bill..that shit is $186.00 i saw the bill and almost shit my pants like whaaaa?


toddles.
peace and loveth.

so i went to the city today. ny that is. it was interesting. as always. didn't buy anything because of the lack of income, but ate french fries and baked beans at BBQ with my sistren and her friend Nia.

sigh.

broke=no bueno.

back to school.
ive been in school for like a long time. i'm 21. so like most of my time has been spent with school etc. :(
cannot wait to grad.

peaceandloveth.

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CHRIS BROWN.

so yea.
I HAVE NOT  been on this bloggin thing in a while.
soooo much has happened. no i'm joking haha. i got a new apartment and got suspended for a week because my roommates reported me to the police over "stolen groceries" which I DID not take.  its prettty crazy seeing as this is the second time i've been suspended over "reported stolen food".
i got a job. a decent paying one. it could be better. but for now. i'll deal.
i got new bouncy fun hair which is totally dopalicious.
i'm working out more gearing up for summer and just staying in shape.

just got out the shower so i'm gonna idk put clothes and lotion and etc.

until then peace and lust. i joke. i meant lurvve <3

I HAVE not blogged in a long time.  It's pretty sad really.  I'm going to school pretty soon with no where to live yet coz "res life" messed it up.  so saaad.  they really don't know what they're doing...it's crazy.  well hopefully i could get a place and everything will be in place.  i really need to go shopping...its not a need more like a necessary action.  HATE BEING BROKE.


i think i haven't blogged in a while because i've been on tumblr 24/7 the lewd...sex..drugs..situation. tis great.
hahaha.


i'll make an attempt to blog more often if neone actually reads this shit <3


till then buggers peace and loveth.