delilah

i spend my nights playing and singing along to songs like Nelly-Ride with Me etc...one could call it lame, but i don't care.  its bittersweet..but there has been a time where i've been solo for long periods of time.  i don't want to feel bad or lonely when I see pictures of people going out. i'm a loner, but i get things done.  i have delilah..(puppy) so it's all good.  why be around people i don't like, and have to be fake around.  i rather pass, and order food, get drunk and watch movies SOLO.  sometimes its best to avoid bullshit. x

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nipples and boobs.  all jokey jokes.  life so far as been full of a lot of downs and ups.  oh wellington.  i keep having thoughts about collecting social security and unemployment checks 0__0 ahhhhhhhh! scary (drake voice) my mind is playing tricks on me, bitches be tripping.  i got a puppy, her name is delilah she sleeps with me and shits everywhere.  i'm out of love right now :(, but I adore her.  all is all, i gotta keep going.  i need stress management and a a weekend to myself.  i need my space.  i need privacy.  i need to breathe clean air.  slightly excited for the summer though..i wonder what will happen hmmm..i love freedom and hope to stay that way for a long time. peace and loveth x

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new years is approaching.  i wished I was drunk or at some bar in warmer climate; maybe hawaii or fiji or the British Virgin Islands.  a nice open bar on the beach, bringing in the new year.  i used to really like kim kardashian, but i found out, by being on the internet all day -__- that she's getting paid 600K to party in Las Vegas.  like she's not doing shit.  no dj'n, just partying with friends, making an appearance and getting all that money.  its ridick.  maybe i got jealous or envious of that heffer, but i just don't get how get paid that much for nothing.  like why are they even famous...for sucking some big black cock and her dad.  whatever dude.  i start work on wednesday and i'm dreading it.  i just hope its worth it and i dont get fired because of  low sign up rates.  its also gonna suck taking the bus and subway to the city every fucking day.  whatever right.  some of us werent born rich like kim k.  and if i sucked some big black cock i'm sure they would NOT pay my ass 600K to party for NYE in Vegas.  That's life right, wrong.  i'm off to church tonight tho, even though I don't wanna go...its a shame I'm not intoxicated.  This year has been filled with alot of downs and some ups.  maybe next year will be better.  i hope so.

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