Wednesday, February 1, 2012

delilah

i spend my nights playing and singing along to songs like Nelly-Ride with Me etc...one could call it lame, but i don't care.  its bittersweet..but there has been a time where i've been solo for long periods of time.  i don't want to feel bad or lonely when I see pictures of people going out. i'm a loner, but i get things done.  i have delilah..(puppy) so it's all good.  why be around people i don't like, and have to be fake around.  i rather pass, and order food, get drunk and watch movies SOLO.  sometimes its best to avoid bullshit. x

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nipples and boobs.  all jokey jokes.  life so far as been full of a lot of downs and ups.  oh wellington.  i keep having thoughts about collecting social security and unemployment checks 0__0 ahhhhhhhh! scary (drake voice) my mind is playing tricks on me, bitches be tripping.  i got a puppy, her name is delilah she sleeps with me and shits everywhere.  i'm out of love right now :(, but I adore her.  all is all, i gotta keep going.  i need stress management and a a weekend to myself.  i need my space.  i need privacy.  i need to breathe clean air.  slightly excited for the summer though..i wonder what will happen hmmm..i love freedom and hope to stay that way for a long time. peace and loveth x